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Born and raised in the Tri-City area of Albany, NY, an athletic, talented young writer blossomed to become the young women you see today. Writing has always been a passion of mine but dance and running have always been my first loves. I am currently a freshman in college on a Track Scholarship and perusing my career to become a social worker. I'm very humble and down to earth. I'm just Me!

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Thursday, July 29, 2010

Love/Hate

You hate someone whom you really wish to love, but whom you cannot love. Perhaps he himself prevents you. That is a disguised form of love.

By hating that person, you have lost something very sweet in yourself.

This is where confusion falls into play!
You listening!
The confusion of love and hate!
There is a thin line.
When the two start to flirt with each other, there is a problem.
The problem is now you can't point out which is which!
You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul.
I've reached my breaking point where to two have become my obvious.
People will never seen the good because they have so much negative in front of them BUT its the people who are good, those very few people we hold on too and if we don't,
Its lost.
Usually I write riddles but since this blog is personal,
I can't gather my words correctly.
As I write,
I draw blanks,
I freeze,
I just sit here like a deer in head lights.
I guess I can only say this:
"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"

Guess I didn't luck out this time!
Hate/Love!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Ourselves

This was the first blog inspired by all of the above. I've never made a shout out! Thanks Ryan


It takes time to find ourselves!
Defining who we are as people,
And who we are together as one.
We don't see how everything around us has an effect on how we true out.
Its a choice.
We either learn and hold our feelings and emotions against us, or
We learn and grown.
Life does not happen to us, it happens from us.
It is not in looking that we find, but in the looking, it finds us.
Things such as,
Drama, happiness, pain, seduction, or my favorite, Love!
I remember when falling in love was so new and exciting!
It was fresh and obtained its innocent.
Damn those days are dreams with in my own dreams.
Something people should realize, is this.
Everything, even a hardship, can be a gift.
From the right perspective, there is always an opportunity to improve ourselves.
We just have to find the courage to express everything we are and everything we dream to be.
Doctors, lawyers, social workers, hair stylist, professional athletes, musicians, the list goes on.
It's not WHO you were that defines you. It's WHO you chose to be.
WHO you need to be.
Ourselves!
The world is what we make of it. No longer what is shown to us.
Its funny I was asked a question recently on a date...
The question was:
"Life is always in harmony with itself. Why isn't humanity?"
I responded:
"If you stop and listen, and I mean really listen, you will see that the whole Universe sings in harmony with you.
Our only problem is humanity."
Ourselves!
It always intrigue's me how no one can tell you what you believe, but we believe what people tell us.
If I leave you with anything its this:
When people refuse to see proof, they automatically think their belief helps them so, losing it will cost more then gaining it from a perhaps more truthfully story.
Makes since?
I can tell you it is not, but one will never see that when in doubt.
I refuse to doubt.
I refuse to hurt.
To be used.
To hate!
Our choices of what to believe in life, makes our life the way it is now.
We are shaped by the beliefs we choose to carry.
In other words,
We discover in ourselves what others hide from us and we recognize in others what we hide from ourselves.
I've found myself and taking the next step forward.
I'm not perfect but I'm me!
Myself, and I!
I am Roo.
I am a writer.
I am a friend.
I am a lover!
I am...
Ourselves