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Born and raised in the Tri-City area of Albany, NY, an athletic, talented young writer blossomed to become the young women you see today. Writing has always been a passion of mine but dance and running have always been my first loves. I am currently a freshman in college on a Track Scholarship and perusing my career to become a social worker. I'm very humble and down to earth. I'm just Me!

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Personalties

"Only strong personalties can endure history, the weak ones extinguish from it, but a man/women, people must be big enough to admit their mistakes, as well as flaws, and be smart enough to profit from it and become a stronger person."
-RubyRoo

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Love App. Story of My Life


The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.
Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you.
The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right you'll never hit the ground.
LIFE IS TO SHORT TO BE ANYTHING BUT HAPPY!
So KISS slow,
LOVE deeply,
And forgive quickly.
Take chances and never have regrets.
Forget the past but remember what it taught you.
Sometimes you have to smile and pretend everything's okay,
Hold back tears
And walk away.
If you want to see the rainbow you must first walk through the rain,
And if you want true love,
You must go though the pain!

To Me, when I love someone...
I commit myself without guarantee,
I give myself completely to the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person.
Love is an act of faith,
And whoever is of little faith is of little love ...
Basically right now I'm just going through it...
Sleepless nights,
Tears,
Everything that was said in this Note is so true and accurate to my life...
Heres something,
I know loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart.
Joy from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare.
Pain from knowing that I'm so in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever have been for anyone in life.
The fact that giving your all to someone and them having the power to hurt you!
Scary.
I feel like...
{sigh}
You know what I used to say,
"Love is for females who want to get their feeling hurt and taken advantage of"
Sadly I feel like that now...
Story of my life!

I honestly feel that falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy...
Anger...
Tears...
Laughter...
But it's when you want to be together despite it all.
That's when you truly love another.
I'm sure of it!
At lease
I Hope

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

The Ideal Man/Good Man

Unfortunately, the ideal man is difficult to find.

How do you know the perfect man anyway?
Can you tell by book, magazines, movies, radio.
What is it...?
Perfection is an ideal situation where everything is just the way it should be . . .
WRONG!
Maybe in a fairytale.
Now, as for myself,
I want a man who is strong, powerful, and dominant, yet have a sensitive side.
A man who is honest and blunt but always keeps my feelings at best interest.
My grams used to say:
"No man is worth your tears Nadina, but once you find one who is, he won't make you cry"
I'm starting to get what she meant.
I believe that God made woman beautiful and foolish; beautiful, that man might love her; and foolish, that she might love him.
Funny accusation right?
A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears.
What does that mean?
It mean a man what something beautiful and can fall in love instantly.
Men love and want beautiful things.
It's nature.
Women on the other hand,
Can be..."Persuaded"
A man can say  anything from,"Your are my everything, My world, An Angel sent from heaven, an image made from the heavens"
To,
"I love You"
WHOA right?
Never really thought of it in those terms.
I feel the word,"Woman", was taken out of man; not out of his head to top him, nor out of his feet to be trampled underfoot; but out of his side to be equal to him, under his arm to be protected, and near his heart to be loved.
Thats Ideal.
A man who knows that is an IDEAL MAN.
Everything and more.
An image made from the lord himself to bless me and show me that there is a MAN who is made for me.
My IDEAL Man!
For a women who is love
I leave you with this:
"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will"
The Ideal Man

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Admire

I've always admire what I really don't understand. in other words, One who asks a question, is a fool for five minutes; on the other hand one who does not ask a question remains a fool forever. Make since right! I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Thoughts Part 3


Emotion
Its the thing that define us as people...
Our character
Who we are and
Aren't
The way we act
Think...
Do!
The love
The Hate...
Its the most powerful thing we hold as humans...
The power to be able to control and NOT let it become someone we r not...
Just thoughts in my head at this moment

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Thoughts pt 2

I've come to the conclusion that my heart, meaning, me caring for others, is my strength as well as my weakness.
I stress myself out...for what?
Hell I don't even know...smh
I'm starting to think that love is the extremely if not the most difficult realization that something other than oneself is real...Funny huh...?
You know my grams once told me: Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy There will be anger, tears and laughter but it's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another...
Idk its just something I was thinking about...

Thoughts

Tears...
Tears are words the heart can't express...
Words unspoken, unheard of, etc.
For they are the words my lips whispered, but never so often misunderstood.
Hears a secret...
Ready...
In the silence of night when I'm all alone in my room or where ever I am,
I have often wished for just a few words of what I'm feeling and what I want.
I'd rather not me heard to this point in my life...
Rather than the fake applause of thousands of people who think that know what's going on.
Feelings...
Music is what feelings sound like.
The drums represents the heart...
The sweet sound of the flute flows like the vanes...and,
The amazing sound of the saxophone to clear the mind like the brain
Yes...
Amazing isn't it
My grams used to tell me I had great Strength of character
Strength of character means the ability to overcome resentment against others, to hide hurt feelings, and to forgive quickly
When all is said and done,
We are part of each other.
That's the way it was meant to be.
People are brought together for a reason,
Everything happens for a reason.
I believe the reason that you and me, he and she us and them
Were brought together was because we complete one another.
We fill in each others missing spots with love excitement, joy, pain, sorrow, etc.
If someday God decides to tear us apart,
I trust that there is a reason.
Cause if there is a reason for love,
There is a reason for life beyond it.
Just my thought
I had a ruff hour...smh lol