Look Back At Me

"I can't take this anymore,

All u do is tell me what I can and can't do...you too controling," say's Megan to boyfriend Jake

"You feel like the damn world revolves around your head just because your daddy gave you everything that you ever wanted."

Arguing isn't what any of us want in our relationships.

Screaming, yelling, tears, and thought of being alone.

But the truth is this:

Even then best of us argue.

You see the thing with arguing.

It becomes anger.

Anger will never disappear so long as thoughts of resentment are cherished in the mind.

Anger will disappear just as soon as thoughts of resentment are forgotten.

You will not be punished for your anger, but will be punished by your anger.

What you want is that last look.

So that you have that reassurance that you guys arn't over.

Then you slowly whisper to yourself,

"Look Back At Me"

Why

Sometimes when I'm speaking,
I realize,
My words can't keep up with my thoughts.
I wonder why sometimes I think faster than the words I speak.
Why is it when we speak to one another,
Its seems as so neither is listening and there is lack of communication
It becomes an on going pattern.
Then come the question asked,
"Please explain why your silence makes more noise than thunder?"
With the simple reply back,
"Even silence speaks."
Someone once told me,
The greatest gift you can give another is the full focus of your attention.

Why is that?

Forbidden Love

So what is forbidden love?

Forbidden love puts one in a mood to risk everything and not to withhold elements to her/his own life.

Forbidden love finds a way to its freedom and knows no rules nore boundries.

I'm ready to reveal my deepest secret,

One I've tried to hide I have falling love.

Not just any love.

Forbidden Love.

Knowing we can never be together for so many reasons.

Reason's I can't bare to understand.

I know this though...

I stand here at the shore waiting with a white dress on and a single balloon in my hand for u my love <3

Until then...

Our love shall be...

Forbidden.