We're it all began
This wasn't suppose to happen...
You and I
Us...
Whatever this was...It never should have happened.
What started off as,"It was nice you meet you...(hand shake)" to,
"I never want to speak to you again"
My love for him was and is outstanding.
At one point he told me, someone as stupid as an ex would dumb enough to let a girl like me go.
Months later, it was all game.
Things that never made since to me, started to come out.
Lies told started to unfold right infront of my very eyes.
That night we made love,
It was only I making love to him thinking of only him and he thinking of all the others.
He told me he loved me.
That was a joke.
You see,
Love, is something I don't take being toyed around with kindly.
The hurt and pain I have gone through.
We started dating later January of 2010
February 5, 2010 you had a bitch in your hotel room.
February 16 we had a big blow out...that night after you had a bitch in your home.
I could go on for days!
You told me you changed, but still haven't let go of your past,
Your ex, the women, anything...
Who am I to judge.
I feel in love with a man who didn't love me.
The hardest thing to come to grips with is realizing in life,
its hard to let love go or see it walk away...
Always wondering what if.
The hurt is amazing but once its overcome you will be okay.
Ive hurt for the finial time...
Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we dont know how to replenish its source.
It dies of blindness,errors and betrayals.
It dies of illness and wounds.
Its dies or weariness, withering, and by the tarnishing.
Now I sit here with my tarnished heart mending it on my own and for the last time.
You have lied, and fooled me.
You never gave anything up.
But now I give up on you!
The realization is this...
I have said you will realize what you had when its gone, but in all honestly you wont...
And that is what hurts the most...
"It was nice to meet you...(hand shake)"
